flags

How we miss the red flags along the way is bizarre. Today repeats the beginning. How could I over look it when it happened then. Who the heck has people that message The gf to stir up things. If they attract crazy that way what does that make me? I really second guess the whole 5 years. What was true. What was just what my mind wanted to see? why would I be so blinded by her? How did I give her the power to ruin my life and me.