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It's hard ending when it means giving up your best friend. It is also the problem with working with friends. Or rather becoming friends with your coworker. When these relationships end you lose an important relationship. I don't make friends easy and don't have alot of what I define as friends, but those I do have are very important to me.I do miss my partner and what having a partner means interms of having a friend there at all times. Though now I am not so sure I want to keep that friendship. The trust is lost, the care at this point is gone. I can't leave myself vulnerable to someone who hurt me that bad. If I was that bad in the relationship why keep me around? In otherwords, leave me be, let me heal